from 100 Titles From Tom Beckett #100: Lust and Listlessness He once kept secret lists, on a regular basis, of the emotional states he passed through. Would collate them monthly. Lust, it turned out, was the prime recurring state; embarrassingly so, especially when his husband discovered his notations & saw that the lust was pointed in other dire- ctions. A number of harsh words were exchanged, many ultimatums. He has now begun a forced course of listlessness.