MORTALITY I sight my demise and discover it deafening— the bastard blares out "Reconcile!"
Monthly Archives: May 2020
J.D. Nelson
the color of the comma
the clam shuffles the deck of business cards
a box of the same carousel juice
the secret sponge is a mirror of the cloud
speak to me when there is no dentist
when I am the laughing hand
when I am a peach of the standing warmth
police socks in the world while crumping a viola
we can see the forest of the james and that complete wolf
eek a math at it
the effort of the law in the weird salt and that was it
waiting for that crunch of the scotch ticket
drick litmus dropping drowse
that dracking house was a color of the three toes
to rose white a smaller wing
Vincent Cellucci
drive thru confessional, unframed
sure I’ve gotten away with a few infidelities
and sure a few got away from me too
in this life search to arrive at or at least epitomize a scripture
built freely from perceptions and fellow outsiders
most recently the discovery that all public transpo in milan is free or can be
—not even b/c you can’t pay but b/c you can’t find where to pay—
or once upon a long time ago copping a bag of dirt my first night in paris
or stealing from a field of weed in belize
totalling a bmv in pensacola
multiple nights in drag in new orleans, lifted purses full of stolen prescriptions
smoke rising from an epic joint on top of the temple of the lost world at sunset
—lemme tell you raul’s rose garden in belize city’s got alot of thorns
& you don’t want the mississippi treatment in orleans parish prison—
better off pissing on the panthéon after dine-n-dashing le select
successfully bribing the cops out of a dui in ecuador
or getting kicked out of the entire town of canoa
a blur of junk in jakarta—have I even been to jakarta?
certainly syringes in the ass in ustica
from maria my romanian nursemaid girlfriend
after taking a bends hit while cave diving
sure I’ve browned out in brooklyn
yawping ferlinghetti on a subway car
dedicated to all the vanished street performers
unknowingly in front of students
but considered it an evening lesson
all indication of insult
given and received
slurring beside my enduring buddy darren
which reminds me I could continue
definitely taunted mortality too many times to fully litany
taking the train to san sebastian with only
14 bottles of wine, a beach towel, and a bathing suit
after buying hashish in a cathedral confessional
security pursuit and eventual expulsion from a radiohead show
for refusing to quit sailing to the moon
insistent on hiking up a mtn then slipping off a 20 meter cliff
to a certain drunken demise
on the fracturing waves and crags below
before darren gave me the best shove I’ve ever received
yesterday a dutch emt asked me if I ever saved a life
and I told him well not technically
I’ve helped a friend or fellow diver with a few ascents and descents
prevented the use of some improperly used equipment
separated a few fights that may have escalated
and certainly fellated my licks along the way
or flocked the fuck away from trouble of every color that can be mixed
survival is its own impressionist masterpiece
all these little green and brown dots resembling the home of a park or bench
some scene made from making scenes or avoiding them
the getaway monet worth twenty million or more
a painstaking trophy of unsustainability
of throwing yourself away into the only world that was offered
Joseph Cooper
flAshbAck
Dear radioland, the circus has come
into my heart like moonlight
through enormous blossoms
in an apparent limitless capacity
for waking cold, dark, and beautiful.
I have been dreaming you too long,
my stormy flawless rhythm. Everything
is a turbulent applause when you are pretending
you are in the movies moving in a way
that only a simple flashback can move.
But I’m scared of dying alone, dying before you
read this. Still, I wish I were a painting,
that I would have risked being anything else.
Anything at all. Even the heaviness of breath.
Ali-Janna Whyte
Blank Verse
Imagine if you and I _______
for several _______ in the ________
Would it ________ the way
we _________ together?
If ________ became _________ ,
possibilities of ________ would be
__________ a ruby diamond __________
at __________.
O’ dearest dearest one _______, let us
_______ again, just so that we can
_________ until the ________ come
home to __________.
Then ________ can open ________
with _________ and _______ .
At least, by then _________ our _______
as all do shift __________
If our words do mean anything, _______ ,
they let them mean _______ can
__________.
Let them _______ once again how
______ the gap of ________ between us.
So, ________, please _______ fill in
these ________ with words of ________,
________,
so that we may ________ once again
Julia Rose Lewis
Trap or Someone Else’s Binaries
Into green report
as if following nervous
in fact green nipping
green into a minute fact
water or ruins
or concerned your enterprise
as green negative
on fire mine or frighten ten
to engineering
or the last of the salt salt
one continuing
as long as engineering
not dangerous salt
ocean bones salt bones salt bones
Eric Mohrman
Autumn Impression
Glass, her
lips are glass, gold
leaves fall on her courtyard
of marble;
they are
not diseased, they are
a dance, dying
in the choreographed cracks of
their conception.
Andrew K. Peterson
Magnolia Triangle
for Yusef Lateef
Magnolia’s
larvae prefixes
loop through, follow
each leaf within a break
beat at pre-dawn’s come muscle
tongues the sphinx’s nose what e-
cho tumble branches through blissed
out heaven’s end gild, limit a wish with
ache? Levies of the mark rum succor. Nothing
asks for but a taste. So what. Go back? Not now,
nor ever so, what. Not now. Go back, ever you ever.
Fortunes for Forty
Act as if you don’t know the basil leaves in your beard won’t wash out, and others will follow suit.
The heart is heavy before the bending of knees.
There is healing in your immediate future.
Rest will come after work, and work stay after health. On three-day weekends, catch up.
Pick another fortune cookie in the form of THREE John Ashbery brownies.
Pictures of the sky reveal invisible nets thrown in both directions at once.
Unbelievable friends arrive to remind you of reasons for belief.
Forget it, in case they ask.
Your shame & monstrosity are others’ thrill rides. Snap out of it!
Another Phantom Antler
for Robert Grenier
All that WAS
you NOW know
is gone to
feed BACK, re-
mind, rewind
IS it now
BAD as it
was? Tape STUCK
A cruel LOOP
REVELS to un-
ravel its RIVAL
WIDTH w/ Numero
ZERO WHEEL
fill redundancy
SUN gets ON
the EYES &
IN the temple
FIRE rife in
SAPPHIRE
dawn’s WAN
protection
as though
THAT was
the ONLY
WAY of
the living
Charles Perrone
Quarantine Queue (Spring 2020)
So a vast viral event is unfolding
and by order you’re in quarantine
now you have time on your hands
to do so many things that obtain
brush those teeth over and over
clip those nails with frequency
select best quarantunes to listen to
youtube watch endless old cartoons
retrieve ancient letters from the attic
and write back to those you neglected
for all those years of loving and lust
decades able to convince you
that finally you must
Take one for the Team
The franchise mascot suffered a mechanical setback
when the grand gasket that retained a certain fluid
splintered indecorously and allowed some infiltration
into the hamper where linens of the finely pampered
were kept clean and separate from the basket of the best
of the rest avoiding arrest and awaiting transfer to a casket
for the forensic fanatics who justified by saying “just ask it.”
Steve Timm
a back alley
tis the din of inequity the tolls peal
brick and brick fresh dust the spawn uh
i could go nexed, node gras
deteriolop a illudic without
applore the helps chatters “bag of bag of”
learnin’ ’em ’n’ sumch
o thins o gandered scrape gaths
supplors at the grates the sky stands down upon
is it unhenched reyettably
o ghasts o frangures parch vehement
this is a pounding for knelling to bray
a scrum plodding to unjust deserts
a airport layover
it’s out there be tolled
brought to pieces, solipse, blankity
dissidaince, desarraign, arduent, argative, orgward
words, words of auks, murres return, shallow-
skied souciance, ressurrouncing these imparticulate deigns
to dances, renders in reins, swirlent and somehow mauve
muslin cacophane, aurophagous, larked in the feels we’re
herein yep delisional lisciences the skippings in spaces pallured the
color of, the co-lorn, abbrebiates as on the corvid plains under
arreft, these’re the arethey yumyum savannas, the tauntellects
descried, scrabbed, enraptules the tomptomp derhyivem
lengthen, lank, linguor, sussurp implomb, surprision the
loom, the hangs, these and those ones, ones wanwon, drr
it’s clobber out, hunger down, in, from, these
supple sitions, susps, opple, insurrountable, assurrussive, perc-
olussive, allostic, nominant fingerly and like like
the sad only the owly darkens the surwieldy auspenses,
did i mood ya yet, owed brupt? did we irreachable
upon, what is up on the very every each, the lects
cull, these are our corners in sharitable
that make unblisser, blisseder, faux’ choince, flat chalance
chance la, dripped, insereneder, ceded misgive
to this our only unto
the one to the one
the dear dear the of each